Excited much?

NO! Actually I’m not. Is that bad?

This coming Friday we go to injection training. In a week or so my Husband will be giving me said injections. I may have all the yucky side affects that I have a read about. I’m not excited about that. Will I have enough follicles? Will all my eggs be good enough? Will my Husband have good quality and enough swimmers to do anything with? Not knowing if all this IVF stuff will even work. I’m not excited. Maybe it just hasn’t kicked in yet. Hasn’t felt real enough yet.

We found SomedayMama’s blog right when we started realizing we had to go the IVF route. She gives me hope and I don’t know how she stayed so happy and pretty through her videos. I’m not like that.

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